K. and I are reviewing treatment goals.
“Of course,” She says, “There’s the ongoing goals of monitoring triggers, safety, improving internal communication…” She pauses while thinking. “And we haven’t even gotten to grieving loss yet.”
I was trying to listen, but I lost the tail-end of her sentence. “We haven’t gotten to what yet?”
“Grieving loss. Loss of control of the body, loss of self-identity, loss of safety…”
I started to get floaty and check out.
K. nodded, “Aaaand, now I’m triggering you. I think we’ll stop there.”
I can’t even talk about treatment goals without dissociating.