We are not in a good space at the moment. We started working on some significant trauma memories. It feels like these are the big ones. If I can make sense of these and make peace; help my parts have a voice, perhaps my healing journey will have vastly concluded.
In response, RA programming has kicked in like clockwork. Oh, that word. It all feels very much out of our control.
Our body literally kicks itself into a fever with chills, exhaustion, and pain. Or tries to cause us to fall down unconscious. It has succeeded on both accounts directly after meeting with K. to discuss these memories.
Please keep all of us in your hearts or thoughts. We need support right now, and it’s clear a dangerous system shift is happening.
Stay safe everyone. We love you all.